Papa, I LOVE YOU!!!
I just wished I had the guts to say that and hug him, just at least for once.
When I was a child, I couldn't say that and now I need to be a child to say that.
And I still can't do it... Don't ask me why...
I feel like utterly the most unloving son ever lived on earth.
Four words, why so HARD to say it?!!!
